watching pixels dry...

The removal of watching a rendering makes me uneasy. There is nothing I can do at this point when I send a rendering up to the render farm.  There is a disconnect that I do not like. I can not control it. It is how I imagine having a child to be- you do the best you can do and then eventually send it out into the world in this case up to the cloud...I can not monitor its progress. I can not see it. It is blinded fate that I hope I modeled and added lighting appropriately.  I can only hope that my vision has been visualized.  Rendering is hope. I am hoping....